伤 痛
今天我又伤害了自己,
是想知道可还有感知的气力,
我凝神体会着这痛楚,
那是唯一真实的事物。
针尖蜇噬着伤口,
仿佛旧日惯常的刺痛,
也试着让这一切湮灭再不重现,
可我就是记得所有的一切!
我本来该是如何的样貌呢?
我的六月爱侣。
与我相知的每人,
皆已化尘远去了。
而你远胜于我在尘世中拥有的全部,
远胜于这一切。
恐怕我会辜负你的期望
恐怕我会让你受伤
我背负荆棘向主献上我的灵魂,
祭于那为我而备的说谎者之位。
那里满溢着破碎的片段,
但我已无法弥补。
在岁月的污点之下,
知觉渐渐消失。
你已再世轮回,
我却仍在尘世。
我本来该是如何的样貌呢?
我的六月爱侣。
与我相知的每人,
皆已化尘远去了。
而你远胜于我在尘世中拥有的全部,
远胜于这一切。
恐怕我会辜负你的期望
恐怕我会让你受伤
如若我能再发征程,
遥自千山万水踏遍,
仍将保有真原的灵肉,
仍将求索那修远之路。
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of thorns on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way