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我知道我曾誓言 照顾你,保护你,和你一起一辈子…，但我身处两难…。现在，或许最好的办法就是离开你…我已经不指望别人能理解，更不奢望得到原谅…。但我真的希望有一天你能够理解…希望有一天你会原谅…。我全心全意爱着你…，直到永远…。
I know that once I did vow to take care of you, protect you, and be with you for my entire life. However, I am running into some problems. Now, perhaps it is best to leave you...I don't expect anyone to understand...or to seek forgiveness. But I really hope that one day you will understand and forgive me. I love you and will continue to love with all my heart forever and always.

I know I have sworn to protect you, take care of you, and stay with you my whole life. But now I can barely take care of myself. Perhaps the best option for me now is to leave you. I don't expect anyone to understand me nor do I expect to be forgiven. But I do hope one day you can understand me, one day you can forgive me. I love you with all my heart, forever.

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Following is the translation of content:
I know that I had vowed to take care of you and protect you, and your life… together, but my side… dilemma. Now, perhaps the best way is to leave you… I do not expect others to understand, do not expect… be forgiven. But I really hope that one day you can understand… hope that one day you will forgive…. I wholeheartedly… love you until forever….

I remember I swore to take care of you,protect you and be with you for the rest of my life.
But I was in the middle of two sides.
Now the best way is to leave you.
I don't anticipate your understanding,either your forgiveness.
But I truely hope that someday you will comprehend and forgive me.
I love you with all I am and all I have,forever!

I know I once made an oath to look after you , to protect you, with your lifetime, but my body place is in a dilemma. Extravagant hopes gets probably best way now noer are leave your moreover our not already hoping that others can understand that, me your forgiving, . But, I hope that you are able to understand me one day really, Hope that you are able to forgive me one day, . I put self's whole heart to be loving you until forever .